Sunday, May 14, 2006

After school.

Well, I have been out of school for nearly a whole day now and everything feels very still. I don't think I can afford my current living arrangement for terribly long, so starting tomorrow I will have to start looking for cheaper living. Oi. As I was unpacking my things today I suddenly felt very sad and depressed about the whole thing. I figure that at my current pay at the camp I might not have enough to eat after I pay rent. The waiter sent me a rather large reality check, as it were. After unpacking my things and feeling very much isolated and doomed, I did the only thing I could think of to do: I took a rather long nap. Then I woke up, got some soup, watched Bruce Almighty (which was oddly therapeutic) and now I feel much better. I have training tomorrow afternoon, but not much else, so I'm going to probably go buy some soap and some laundry detergent (thought I might do that this evening), do some laundry, and look for cheaper housing.

We can't let fear stop us. I'm not afraid of the darkness!